Desiderata

Another Sunday This will just be one of my fragmentary posts. I am finished with math homework for the night. When I say it like that, it sounds so trite. The fact is that Differential…

Hypocrite

Disclaimer I’m probably the most selfish person I know - that’s a lie I constantly tell myself. Why do I feel the need to consistently undercut my myself? Everything that I do at A New…

Fragments of My Imagination

Fragments From now on I think will start posting these forgotten, unfinished, or otherwise less than the most relevant, insightful, and ground breaking posts I'm accustomed to as fragments. In said fragments, cohesion and linearity…

Live long and prosper

Alexithymia

Introduction Lately, two theories have surfaced regarding my psychological state; Imposter Syndrome and Adult Child Syndrome (three actually if I include CSS, but that has been discussed elsewhere - see my Donations page). I discussed…

Applying for My Future

Applying for My Future Revenant The application process for continuing my education is fairly intense: deadlines, fees, waivers, transcripts, essays,... I already included these schools in my FAFSA so I shouldn’t have to worry about…

stroom van bewustzijn

My irrational realitysir you can't sleep here you can't sleep anywhere the home you saw on TV was someone else's mountains, you will have to carve your own. yes, and lead them there. yes, and…

Windmills no, dragons yes

Until Death It Is All Life

Windmills, or Dragons As I run all over the place and fight all these little battles, it is imperative that I keep “the big picture” in view. Even as I still have no clear idea…

The Sounds of Science

I forgot to post this from a couple of days ago. I hate to see a good post go to waste. So much has happened since then I just have to to start fresh. I…

I’m Movin’ Out, Maybe (Part 2)

What happened? I am really up shit’s creek now! And did I ever forget to bring a paddle. I was passed a handwritten note last evening while watching law and order. One of my housemates,…

Solitude

Solitude

Opening tirade Did you ever read "100 Years of Solitude"? What I wouldn't give for just a little bit of that right now. Three months of solitude as I finish up with school and get…