Solitude

Solitude

Opening tirade Did you ever read "100 Years of Solitude"? What I wouldn't give for just a little bit of that right now. Three months of solitude as I finish up with school and get…

Impostor Syndrome

Drowning Sometimes I get the overwhelming feeling that I am in way over my head. I am so deep in this that I don't think I could find my way back if I wanted to.…

Amanuensis

Amanuensis This post has been sitting in my queue since yesterday and I'm just posting it so that I can move on to other things. Running with Back on My Feet, and to a lesser…

Is This How it Ends? or Nothing Lasts…

Repercussions of Paralysis I feel like I'm in a horror movie, or at best Groundhog's Day, where I keep reliving the same events over and over again. Is this karma forcing me to get it…

Pleonism at 2017/09/11 20:55

2017/09/11 20:55 I have been so busy that I haven’t been able to write a new post in almost a week. Still, a lot has happened in that short period of time and, for the…

Hardly Getting Used to Getting By

Just a Glimpse of my Schedule - for the next 4 months! This is one of those posts that started out as something else and just ends up being what it is - a rambling…

Scholarship Swamp

New Beginnings Classes start on Wednesday which is exciting. However, I am feeling slightly overwhelmed with work study, unemployment, Recovery Center business, and scholarships. All summer long I have kept myself busy with academics, sports,…

A river of loneliness

The Art of Being Alone

The Sickness Unto Death I have been really sick the last few days. The last time I felt this lousy was my first time in detox, over two years ago. Non-medically assisted detox is horrible,…