Impostor Syndrome

Drowning Sometimes I get the overwhelming feeling that I am in way over my head. I am so deep in this that I don't think I could find my way back if I wanted to.…

Solipsism

Is it just me? I heard someone use the term solipsistic the other day and it got me thinking. At first, I thought that solipsism was a feeling of self importance, an egoistic attitude. In…

Amanuensis

Amanuensis This post has been sitting in my queue since yesterday and I'm just posting it so that I can move on to other things. Running with Back on My Feet, and to a lesser…

Is This How it Ends? or Nothing Lasts…

Repercussions of Paralysis I feel like I'm in a horror movie, or at best Groundhog's Day, where I keep reliving the same events over and over again. Is this karma forcing me to get it…

Interstellar Overdrive

One of These Days... Instead of being productive today I am ruminating. Not brooding, or sulking, or anything so pitiful and dramatic. Every once in a while it is important that I check in with…

Stochastic paradoxes

Work Study My Work Study job is basically to sit here, at a desk, and keep a log of every student as they come and go by scanning their ID. I am only moderately successful…

Pleonism at 2017/09/11 20:55

2017/09/11 20:55 I have been so busy that I haven’t been able to write a new post in almost a week. Still, a lot has happened in that short period of time and, for the…

Hardly Getting Used to Getting By

Just a Glimpse of my Schedule - for the next 4 months! This is one of those posts that started out as something else and just ends up being what it is - a rambling…

Labor Day

Labor Day As a holiday it doesn't mean so much to me because I don’t have a job and, even when I did, I rarely got the day off. It is symbolic as the end…

Scholarship Swamp

New Beginnings Classes start on Wednesday which is exciting. However, I am feeling slightly overwhelmed with work study, unemployment, Recovery Center business, and scholarships. All summer long I have kept myself busy with academics, sports,…